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	2005.04.24  07.07 SW: 255 CW: 243! POUNDS TIL FIRST GOAL: 3lbs! CALS TODAY: 1271 NECK: 14.5" BUST: 44.5" UNDERBUST: 39.75" OVERBUST: 39.5" WAIST: 38" LOW WAIST: 42.5" HIP: 46" THIGH: 26" KNEE: 17.5" ANKLE: 12" UPPER ARM: 14.75" ELBOW: 12" WRIST: 7"

	2005.04.21  05.39 SW: 255 CW: 247! POUNDS TIL FIRST GOAL: 7lbs! CALS TODAY: 1050 NECK: 14.75" BUST: 45.5" (noooo t3h b00bery!) UNDERBUST: 40" OVERBUST: 39.5" WAIST: 38" (YAY!) LOW WAIST: 43.5" (YAY!) HIP: 47.5" (YAY!!!) THIGH: 26.5" KNEE: 18.5" (I think I changed how I measured...) ANKLE: 12.12" UPPER ARM: 14.88" ELBOW: 12" WRIST: 7" Tommorrow I hope I can try on those prom dresses again and see how much farther I need to go... Mood: cheerful

	2005.04.20  05.05 SW: 255 CW: 248 POUNDS TIL FIRST GOAL: 8lbs! CALS TODAY: 1050 I had 47 grams of fat, too, but 27 of that was for olive oil that my bread was dipped in at Johnny Carino's at the creative writing lunch today, so I don't feel bad about that. Olive oil is good fat, right? Green Tea pills are AWESOME.

	2005.04.19  08.04 248!!! W00t!

	2005.04.19  05.31 new tape measure, so some changed... NECK: 14.75" BUST: 46" UNDERBUST: 40" OVERBUST: 39.5" WAIST: 38.5" LOW WAIST: 44" HIP: 48" THIGH: 26.5" KNEE: 19" ANKLE: 12.25" UPPER ARM: 15" ELBOW: 12" WRIST: 7" NEW GOALS: NECK: 14.5" BUST: 44" UNDERBUST: 39" OVERBUST: 38.5" WAIST: 36" LOW WAIST: 42" HIP: 46" THIGH: 25" UPPER ARM: 14" ELBOW: 11" WRIST: 7" haven't weighed today. Hope to do so tommorrow. Fitday.com says I've had 1099 calories today, which I don't think is all that bad. I also started on green tea extract and Metabolife chews to stop appetite. Unfortunately, I locked the chews in the light booth tonite and so I can't get back at them til tommorrow night. Boohoo. lol Mood: cheerful

	2005.04.18  03.39 obsessive measurements NECK: 15.5" BUST: 45.25" UNDERBUST: 41.5" OVERBUST: 41.75" WAIST: 39" LOW WAIST: 43.5" HIP: 48" THIGH: 27.5" KNEE: 19" ANKLE: 12.75" UPPER ARM: 16.5" ELBOW: 12.75" WRIST: 7.25" MIDDLE FINGER: 3" GOAL IN 19 DAYS: NECK: 15.25" BUST: 44" UNDERBUST: 40" OVERBUST: 40.25" WAIST: 36.5" LOW WAIST: 42" HIP: 46" THIGH: 26" UPPER ARM: 15" ELBOW: 11" WRIST: 7" MIDDLE FINGER: 2.75" CURRENT WEIGHT: 255lbs (yeah, I weighted today and was really depressed...) GOAL IN 19 DAYS: 240lbs Diet pills... diet pills... where can I get some DIET PILLS!!! I just want to fit into my Military Ball dress by Theatre Banquet. Mood: fat

	2005.04.17  06.57 I'm such fatness.

	2005.01.02  08.22 Let your scars show. I am only a pawn. Please, dear goddess, let me be thin...

	2004.11.18  06.28 Day Zero-- Tommorrow, I start for real Today's food: - 2 apples (1 breakfast, 1 snack) - 3 cups of black coffee - 1/2 bowl of healthy request veggie soup (dinner) - chef salad sans cheese/dressing/meat (lunch) Not that great, but tommorrow is starting the real time, so I'm not going to worry about it. Stressing out will just make me retain weight more than I already do... damned metabolism! Thank goodness for bottled water... I crave food SO danged much... without bottled water, I think I'd give in and go back to being a size 28 again. I say a big FAT no to that-- 16 is bad enough. I just want to be a ten again... that felt GOOD. I can do it, though. I can do it before my boyfriend gets here for Valentine's. It sucks that holidays are between now and then, because A) Family will be watching, and B) I love the taste of food too damned much. I hate what it does to me more, though! I will beat it! To loose: 55lbs Days left: 79 Measurements (not sucking in or whatever): 43-38-44 Tommorrow's Goals: - Start liquid fast (tomato juice, water, MAYBE boullion if my hypoglycemia starts acting up) - exercise 45 minutes after getting home. Mood: determined