My Journey

Sun, 24 Apr 2005 06:21:43 GMT

SW: 255
CW: 243!
POUNDS TIL FIRST GOAL: 3lbs!
CALS TODAY: 1271

NECK: 14.5"
BUST: 44.5"
UNDERBUST: 39.75"
OVERBUST: 39.5"
WAIST: 38"
LOW WAIST: 42.5"
HIP: 46"
THIGH: 26"
KNEE: 17.5"
ANKLE: 12"
UPPER ARM: 14.75"
ELBOW: 12"
WRIST: 7"

Thu, 21 Apr 2005 05:08:04 GMT

SW: 255
CW: 247!
POUNDS TIL FIRST GOAL: 7lbs!
CALS TODAY: 1050

NECK: 14.75"
BUST: 45.5" (noooo t3h b00bery!)
UNDERBUST: 40"
OVERBUST: 39.5"
WAIST: 38" (YAY!)
LOW WAIST: 43.5" (YAY!)
HIP: 47.5" (YAY!!!)
THIGH: 26.5"
KNEE: 18.5" (I think I changed how I measured...)
ANKLE: 12.12"
UPPER ARM: 14.88"
ELBOW: 12"
WRIST: 7"

Tommorrow I hope I can try on those prom dresses again and see how much farther I need to go...

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 04:24:33 GMT

SW: 255
CW: 248
POUNDS TIL FIRST GOAL: 8lbs!
CALS TODAY: 1050

I had 47 grams of fat, too, but 27 of that was for olive oil that my bread was dipped in at Johnny Carino's at the creative writing lunch today, so I don't feel bad about that. Olive oil is good fat, right?

Green Tea pills are AWESOME.

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 13:14:52 GMT

248!!! W00t!

new tape measure, so some changed...

Tue, 19 Apr 2005 04:40:35 GMT

NECK: 14.75"
BUST: 46"
UNDERBUST: 40"
OVERBUST: 39.5"
WAIST: 38.5"
LOW WAIST: 44"
HIP: 48"
THIGH: 26.5"
KNEE: 19"
ANKLE: 12.25"
UPPER ARM: 15"
ELBOW: 12"
WRIST: 7"

NEW GOALS:
NECK: 14.5"
BUST: 44"
UNDERBUST: 39"
OVERBUST: 38.5"
WAIST: 36"
LOW WAIST: 42"
HIP: 46"
THIGH: 25"
UPPER ARM: 14"
ELBOW: 11"
WRIST: 7"

haven't weighed today. Hope to do so tommorrow.
Fitday.com says I've had 1099 calories today, which I don't think is all that bad. I also started on green tea extract and Metabolife chews to stop appetite. Unfortunately, I locked the chews in the light booth tonite and so I can't get back at them til tommorrow night. Boohoo. lol

obsessive measurements

Mon, 18 Apr 2005 03:12:51 GMT

NECK: 15.5"
BUST: 45.25"
UNDERBUST: 41.5"
OVERBUST: 41.75"
WAIST: 39"
LOW WAIST: 43.5"
HIP: 48"
THIGH: 27.5"
KNEE: 19"
ANKLE: 12.75"
UPPER ARM: 16.5"
ELBOW: 12.75"
WRIST: 7.25"
MIDDLE FINGER: 3"

GOAL IN 19 DAYS:
NECK: 15.25"
BUST: 44"
UNDERBUST: 40"
OVERBUST: 40.25"
WAIST: 36.5"
LOW WAIST: 42"
HIP: 46"
THIGH: 26"
UPPER ARM: 15"
ELBOW: 11"
WRIST: 7"
MIDDLE FINGER: 2.75"

CURRENT WEIGHT: 255lbs (yeah, I weighted today and was really depressed...)
GOAL IN 19 DAYS: 240lbs

Diet pills... diet pills... where can I get some DIET PILLS!!!

I just want to fit into my Military Ball dress by Theatre Banquet.

Sun, 17 Apr 2005 06:00:19 GMT

I'm such fatness.

Sun, 02 Jan 2005 08:22:33 GMT

Let your scars show.

I am only a pawn.
Please, dear goddess, let me be thin...

Day Zero-- Tommorrow, I start for real

Thu, 18 Nov 2004 06:37:25 GMT

Today's food:
- 2 apples (1 breakfast, 1 snack)
- 3 cups of black coffee
- 1/2 bowl of healthy request veggie soup (dinner)
- chef salad sans cheese/dressing/meat (lunch)

Not that great, but tommorrow is starting the real time, so I'm not going to worry about it. Stressing out will just make me retain weight more than I already do... damned metabolism! Thank goodness for bottled water... I crave food SO danged much... without bottled water, I think I'd give in and go back to being a size 28 again. I say a big FAT no to that-- 16 is bad enough. I just want to be a ten again... that felt GOOD. I can do it, though. I can do it before my boyfriend gets here for Valentine's. It sucks that holidays are between now and then, because A) Family will be watching, and B) I love the taste of food too damned much. I hate what it does to me more, though! I will beat it!

To loose: 55lbs
Days left: 79
Measurements (not sucking in or whatever): 43-38-44

Tommorrow's Goals:
- Start liquid fast (tomato juice, water, MAYBE boullion if my hypoglycemia starts acting up)
- exercise 45 minutes after getting home.